ok well I haven't kept things up

Well things happen. You know what I'm tired of paying off my parents house. It sucks. All of my paycheck goes to them and I haven't seen a dime. I'm trying to get a new job but no one is hiring. I am so annoyed that maybe it might be better if I wasn't around.  I know that is the frustration talking but its so damn hard. I haven't got a good job yet. All the jobs I have are just retail. I hate retail but I really pretend that I like it and I get more sales that way. The jobs that want me is sales jobs and I'm DONE with sales. I want to do something that won't give me any weekends or work earily in the morning or at least come home at a decent hour. It sucks. I beg to God that he will point me to the right direction into this new job. I know that I have to do it myself but God usually guides me.  Maybe I should become a teacher. I would like a full-time job with no sales involved. Is that too hard to asked.